RJ $h@nkY's 1st Radio show

It is more o less the clear view f the U turn in ma lyf...The radio meeting @ back canteen n V had to decide our RJ pairs n a show. Swati n I were the pair fo "BLIND DATE" n among the freshers v were d 1st ones to start recording. V decided d concept "A pair not much known to each other under blind fold n ll b dating each other wid me n swati asking Q's in between..n @ d end v'll stripp off d folds frm their eyes"...hmm n now the big part was left..the guests fo our 1st show..Swati suggested fo Bansi n Deepshikha...i agreed. I prepared list f Q's to b asked n the script too.

                                                             Same day V had the recording it was 5pm i reached CC wid swati, Suchi di came in our 1st recording to assist us. Well I n Swati went inside the recording room in front of a compu n started....the 1st part was very enthufull...maza aya..den swati interviewed Bansi...n all dis tym Deepshikha was away frm d recording room n dint knw who was her BLIND DATE. well it ws mine n Deepu's tym nw, BAnsi waas pulled out f d room while i was interviewing Deepu, well it was really very sucking f me...i ws xtermely formal jus asking the list f Q's n dint do it in 1st take...nw it was the second take-I fucked the fear in me...n d take was muaaaaaah!

The show went on n on....n V finished@8pm wid a fab 1st recording...n guess wat happened after d show...bansi n deepu exchanged thier mob nos. n went for a DINNER DATE...oooohh>>

                                                      I n swati came  bak hostel it ws 9pm, jus 1hr ws left fo our show to be AIRED...aaahh it was even more exciting to see ppl waiting fo 10pm eagerly....n jus few minutes to 10 i called SWATI n wished luck fo both f us. Nw it was 10pm, i borrowed 2.1 creative speakers frm GUJJUS...our voice was in evry1's ears. My heart beats were out f control,jus after 3-4 minutes only ppl started feeling d warmth f d show n so do I,my G-Talk was loaded with msgs frm d listeners all praising ma 1st show....it ws lyk a fish market in ma room but i was all concentrated on d voices coming out f d speakers. Donno y but i got a lot f gud comments on d texture f ma voice...i was really happy listening to myself fo d first tym on NIT-DGP's radio station...every1 was jus madly shouting listening to our show....as our show moved on d TRP rating f our show ws taking heights.

After d show i got a CONGRATULATION CALL frm deepu my senior RJ n a kool frnd f mine. I was out f ma senses till den...god I was "The RJ-SHANKY" till den...wwoooooohhh>>

Swati called me, V congratulated each other..i got some msgs frm other frns too congratulating me!!

Frm d next day only Deepu n Bansi were found everywhere together wid hands in hands>>V gifted a nu pair to NIT-DGP....hence a successful show..lolz!!

Alls well that ends well...but it ended fantabulously! I WAS SATISFIED WID RJ $H@NKY!

Was dat a Hidden Talent in me?....I think so

A free period..went to back canteen wid pshyco…met akash tiwari>>n a new chapter of ma kollg lyf was written. I was d favourite actor of seniors in ma ragging tym..bahuut nautanki krta tha me especially in enacting females....oops!! Tiwari being ma closest senior offerd me to do a SKITT PERFORMANCE in a village for NSS[National service scheme]..n i immediately said yes!
"WHAT BENGALI"...dis is wat i reactd wen he tol me d skitt must be in bengali...now a bigger challenge fo me was awaiting....i took Pshyco,SandyNit,Nirlipta n Sayantani in d skitt grp wid me.
I wrote the script in hindi jus 2 days b4.....now wat..Sayantani translated dat in bengali for me n pshyco,rest 3 knew bengali well.....now the task begins. the concept was ADDICTION- I was addicted to drinkin habbit my son[Pshyco] got TB i wasted all my n ma wife's[Sayantani's]money in drinking n gambling...n ultimately he died. SandyNit was d Doctor n Nirliota was pshyco's sis..my daughter..hehehe!! Pshyco had jus two dialogues in d skitt n i had many...meri literally fatt gayi thi bengali seekhne me....
Now wat jus 1 day was left i wasnt done wid ma dialogues[baar baar bhul jata tha]...v even dint practise our skitt once>>>D FINAL DAY CAME it was 11am v all met @ Basket Ball court....everything was ready except ma b;ful bengali dialogues. @1:30pm v boarded on Bus n Left for AARA Village. Whole of the journey i was only mugging up those hazardous dialogues n was tellin ma mates how to act n abt diff scenarios...V landed there @2:30pm.....V took senior's permission n went near a home n started practising our skitt fo d first tym. V were thirsty..asked an aunty fo water...v thot it of a village n dat aunty gave us MINERAL WATER...nw was dat a village..aunty had a cellfone too...a mordern village may be,lolz. V were practising in corridor on dat aunty's home [she granted permission to us..choo chweet f her na..]..a village gal was watching our performance i was a sharabi n dat gal wen askd ki whos actin was best,she said..dat bhaiya's ..pointing to me......yoooooo i impressed CHAMPA[dis izz wat i calld her]...aunty was all d tym on fone tellin his husband[in office] abt all d funny aspects of our skitt..darasal i was all d tym mistaking in speakin bengali n moreovr ek sharabi ki acting kar raha tha yaar...so dat bcame a fun stock fo aunty n so fo his hubby...i tol aunty m speakin bengali fo d 1st tym...poking ma nose betwn her hubby n her!!
Finally it was abt to start some kollgs gave thier skitt performance..got an average responce>> but @ last came NIT DURGAPUR....d skitt started with a serious note featuring Pshyco n Nirlipta n later Sayantani joined her n guess wat here comes d sharabi[me] den Public burst into laughter n laughter, v got maxm responce even other kollg's students were hooting fo us, d play was on wid all funny n serious secenes goin on fo dat 15minutes,lastly Pshyco died of TB...... v ended wid a serious note ki "jo hua aapke samne hua,,ab aap hi decide kariye sharab badi ya aapke bachhe ki jaan",,crowd bcame silent n serious till den....n knw wat we gathered a huuge crowd...n huuuuuuuge round of applaus,,we were sucessfull in passing the social message n dat too in a funny way....wen v came down d stage all our frnds surrounded us n tareef hi tareef ....aaaaaah finally dil ko tasalli mili........dosto bas maza hi agya....we came bak to hostel saw our recording to other frnds n they too were all out laughing[Amy did d recording f our play..thanx buddy]!!
I wrote d script i decided every scene n directed the skitt...it got the best responce @ Aara village. God is giving me so many chances to prove mahself.....Thanchuuuuuu BHAGWAN JI.....muaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!!!!!
OYE KISI KI NAZAR NA LAGE.....hehehehehehehehee

Is dis a "U" turn?

Emotions,Love-Drama,Action[aftr reactn],Tears,a lil of smile,tym waste on mobile,day (love)dreams....these were the fillers of ma journey thru the first year of ma kollg!! "$hanky-a Perfect JOKER"... dat was all ppl knw abt me wen i was in skul.......but i created a mess in ma lyf,tuk some idiotic decisions...n simply wasted first yr f ma kollg!

I was becoming Serious day by day But who cares,Serious n me>NAAAAH...aakhir hum Mr. $hankY hain bhai....kuch to karna tha khush hali k din bahaal krne k liye,darasal i wanted sumthin in which i cud engage mahself...aur dastak di RADIO NITROZ ne!
From the begining of ma 3rd Sem i started feeling the back shift in me... increased interaction with frns, a jolly mood(s),outings frequently..even i m stuck with the MOVIE maniac now....THE JOKER IS BACK!! SHANKY IS BAK WID THE SECOND EPISODE OF LAUGHTER IN HIS LIFE.
#ALL THNX TO RADIO NITROZ#.
I believed that NIT DGP can never gimme a "F.R.I.E.N.D." but i got many-JACKS,PSHYCO,WATTI,CHUBBY,DEBO,SUMIT,NIRU,SANDY,SWAP,MOTU,
SWATI,SAHA, AMY,NIRLIPTA,GARGI...... aur bhi bahut sare frns n finaly m happy with ma sweet family @NIT DGP. Life is no more boring[not talkin abt mine but f ma friends's-who were incomplete widot me]....the reason fo laughing n njoying is again on ma side.

JEE LO JEE BHAR K......

thats what i want my life to be......everything must go my way n the ones cannot r not on my way! I love doin sumthing different n big.....When i cleared 12th i wasnt getting ne gud kollg[was getting NITs but not a gud branch] n even not in a MOODS to take drop....but my dreams pushed me against my parent's wish n i took drop.....now im proud to be an NITian!!
So now am i going to be an Engineer....just a mechanical engineer feeding his stomach???....no not being another such...i have a dream...i have a plan....i have the fire in me...........BUT FOR WHAT?? What i want to be??? Lets check that out....
I was in FIITJEE dat time...studying hours n hours n den was getting into music for continuously 3-4 hours...not merely for relaxing...even i cudnt realise when but i had begun understanding the lyrics n the mind set of lyricists! A interest was sprouting in me...i wanted to give my feelings a language, a theme of music....i wanted others to see through my eyes,,my wonderful world!! Some months later,,one night i was studying Physics[H.C. Verma]...it suddenly sparked n i started off with the first one..."Ae mere khuda"...a song all those who heard simply loved it~~~~~

I WANT TO BE A LYRICIST,,but i just had the words i needed a language...SOURABH SUR did it...hes brilliant @it.....Hereof i'll surely mention ANKUR MILIND another superb composer i have got N RAHUL SHUKLA..jack of all trades....hehhee!!! Its a dream that will will n will come true coz not all dreams r meant to be just dreamed off.
All the four of us were X-FIITJEEians n hope future ll take us to our Destiny....."The PHEONIX GROUP"~~~~~~~~~

Who shud b d Ultimate LOVE of LIFE????

Today im posting in dis blog...what if i wudnt have made dis blog???

my posts r due to my blog.....

so which one shud b appreciated more...my posts or blog?????

The same way...im all due to ma parents ...MA "MOM"!!

Each n every part of ma body...frm the base of ma legs to d tip f ma hair, are her gifts n god's blessing!! Ma mom's tag line "beta jo maa baap ki baat nahi sunta wo hamesha gaddhe me hi girta hai"....n soon dis became ma tag line too!!

Lemme share sum lil incidents...."mom im goin to play"..."no beta...aaj mat jao".....N IT RAINED DAT DAY...I CUDNT PLAY
"mom 2day i'll hav dinner outside wid frnds"......"no beta,,itz rainy season food ll b unhygeinic"...N I SUFFERD FOOD POISIONING N 4 D 1ST I WAS ADMITTED TO HOSPITAL! Her tag lyn was proved......!!
Friends a single thread f cloth....a single bite f food in our mouth al r only n only coz f them!! If sum1 says no one has seen god.....i have the proof...MY PARENTS...they r my creators!!
Friends if u all believe in me n this blog den jus try once blindly following to whatever ur parents r saying....im 101% sure u'll b d happiest n most successful human being on earth!!

AUR EK BAHUUUUUUUT BAHUUUUT ZARURI BAAT YOUTH K LIYE- "KABHI BHI KISI LADKI YA LADKE K LIYE APNE PARENTS KO DHOKA MAT DENA"...PYAR ME ANDHE/ANDHI MAT HONA.....
SO FINALLY I THINK YOU ALL GOT THE ANSWER OF "Who shud b d Ultimate LOVE of LIFE????"......

Feelin d MELODY f ma NEW JOURNEY....

I look in the mirror
I look into my eyes
trapped behind the mascara
all i find are lies

As I watch my eyes get misty
as a single tear forms
I know you never loved me
the tear falls down my cheek

It was so very plain
yet I could not see
I was loving in vain
and now I feel so stupid

I cry
and I feel all this pain
and I wonder why
I let this slide too many times

i turn on the shower
the steam hides my tears
I feel I have no power
over how i feel

I wash my face
wash the tears away
I try to rinse away
the feeling of her skin on mine

I climb out
I turn off the water
I breath out
I stand there dripping

I look in the cloudy mirror
I look into my eyes
the pains still there
as well as all the lies

I climb into my bed
Feeling so dumb
thoughts of her fill my head
I feel so violated

I know i'll get over it
cause i feel a little better everyday
I know i'll get over it
Cause shes not worth it!!!!

r u sure itz.'SMALL POX'...??

29/06/2008 @8pm wid frns near shopping centre.."yaar bukhaar types lagg raha hai n body bhi ache kar rahi hai..im goin home".....tuk medicines n became normal overnight!!

@12am wished SUPRIYA her b'day.....again in d morning felt lyk fever had mediines but wat dis tym it dint work........
30/06/2008 @4:30pm...."Hello! yaar me sur bol raha hu...aaj club jayega na baddy khelne??"......"yaar fever type lag to raha hai fir bhi ata hu....me mard hu mard...aur mard ko dard nahi hota"..... i was changing ma clothes ma mom saw ma back n said"arrey beta ye khya bahuut sare chote chotefode nikle hain aur unme pani type ka kuch hai"......"oh nooooooooooo mom"[i thought it to be skin allergy thru which i suffered sum months bak]........mom immediately called dad from office n v went to Sanjeevani hospital....."Dr. Nagmani:hmmm dis izz SMALL POX...."...."wat but it has been iradicated"....."Doc:ya but again sum cases r repeating"......dad n me still hoping her a big dumbo...n consulted some senior doctors....and finally it was finalized to be SMALL POX!

none f ma frnds were believing this truth.....n comments were
1. bhaisaab ab 1 month tak tu hum logo k paas bhi mat ana...achuut ram!
2.kahan se muh kala karake aya hai be!
3.bahuut achha hua...aur karo din raat masti!
4.uff shanky is halat me bhi tujhe majak hi suujh raha hai!
5.abe tu net abhi karna chodd de ...virus faila dega!
n many more which cant b scripted here....hehe...i think u al got dat!

N on the other hand it waz horrible 4 me to get thru this pox matter....cudnt sleep,laugh or evn eatin any stuff has bcum a task 4 me!
Hope to get well soon....ALLAH REHAM!!

Gauri gave d best n biggest gift to me

It was wen i was in klass 10th...knew only one thing abt dis guy"ladkiya to iski deewani hain". Later in klass 11th v became "true frns" if anythin went rong in klass it was u,me n AD who were blamed....yaad hai na?? Dat was d period wen i started changing ma attitude 2ward gals n weneva i luked @ u everythin was inspirational. The best thing i learned was 2 respect gals. Ur every action was a bigoo lesson 4 me....dere was a definite change in me,, i wud mention 3 f ma closest frns who helped me in ma search 4 'SHANKARANSH'--GAURI,BHAKKI N AD!!
The funniest n un4gtable moment- It was english klass i,u,bhakki n AD bunked...v went 2 clinic but soon moved out n saw our sexy princi MOHANTY SIR...V decided 2 separate in grps f 2 "u&me" n "bhakki &AD"....princi caught us n said"u both got 100 in maths in klass 10th n u r bunking d klass"....meanwhile d other two were trying 2 skip off frm d stairs n princy caught dem 2 n shouted "hey u both also cum 2 me" n al v 4 got sucked n ultimately v said sorry to our english teacher PANDA SIR[YO! AKSHAY..]
Best gift- It had been 6 months i n she dint talk,i stopped calling her. U were in touch wid her n it was only coz f u dat she n her frns called me.....god knows wat a magic u did! Lter u taught me every single step to take to get into dis lovely relationship...it was only coz f u dat misunderstandings betwn us vanished n v became frns....talkin over fone bcame a habit! Hats off to u dude! N jus recently wen i was messed @ her u pulled me out frm d tsunami of ma confusion n mistrust. Now mentionin abt "The Gaurav"....his 1st love"PALLAVI" not chaudhary but d judawa sisters n ur GF BIPASHA..2 luckiest gals on earth! Kaash me laundi hota aur tu mera pyar....ni me marr gawaa yaar!! I hav alwayz tried to copy u n i will continue dis job.......yaar i cant even say thanks 2 u for being wid me....dis ll b an injustice 4 a person lyk u!!

Gals wid magic entry in ma life-

So its whole so whole abt 2 gals who helped me find maself::
1.SUPRIYA- It was in klass 6th wen i joined DPS n she used to board frm ma bus-stop,v were in d same section....gradually started talkin n sharing things,our homes were also v.near n sumtimes v used to play TT 2gether, she found a gud bro in me n started tieying rakhi 2 me. Dat time i had v.short spikes shorta hair n she used to hav its touch al times. N ya once 1 was beaten up by his bro SUDHANSHU..n i cried later in home 4 dis...hehehehe!
But gods grace he has also becum a gud frnd of mine. Well in klass 10th her home got shift n her section 2, communication gap was built up...may b due to ma changed attitude dat time.....n worst was she got transfered frm shaktinagar n i dint know wen?!! N supriya im telling after dat on each rakshabandhan i used to miss u a lot, v had no contacts after dat...i alwayz felt guilty 4 ma attitude later.....n den a blast...i was in 12th klass,it was rakshabandhan day, i was missin u..even i tol ma mom dat dat"agar supriya hoti to wo bhi mujhe rakhi bandhati"....i was outta home n wen i came bak i heard"beta supriya ka call aya tha"....i was simply flattered n jus few sec later i was 'ma supriya calling'....i was soooo happy n it was amazin u still remembered ma tel.no.! Hats off 2 u.....it was all coz v were made 4 each other!
N u were so much mature till dat time ....u taught me sum new lessons of life n remember u alwayz said 'u r so confused' n used to lyk scold me wen i talked abt HER.
Only coz of u i bought "BHAGWAT GITA" n surely it helped me. U insisted me 1 day"shanky u need to b spiritual"....through ma blog i really want to thank u 4 dat....I LOVE U!!

2.TRISHLA[TRISH]- I was in fiitjee,dat time it was only 4 guys n a gal....v always wanted sum more gals 2 cum.....n den i had ur tragic entry...jus kiddin yar! Okiee initially v dint talk much,u were most times wid ANAMIKA but thanks to her dat she left fiitjee n in d interval time v started talkin....n became "frns"(i mean it n u knw it). I liked ur attitude n alwayz used to say 2 RAHUL"abe yaar wat a amazin gal she is...itne ladko me akeli ladki hone k baad bhi she is soo confortable n so r v".... n u knw u made me realise dat dis was a huge drawbak wid HER. I started comparing u n her n found a bigoo gap, u were so confident wid us it was lyk...its al a male party...hai na?!! Trish ur character is admirable....thanks 2 dis blog dat im able 2 put up ma heart to u.
Later v came closer.....n every moment was lyk living a life 2gether! Wen v were bidding farewell 2 u...i was really loosing ya! N lastly i cant stop maself 2 mention d moment wen u tol ki u r in DHANBAD...i had atest in ma kollg but but but i was so much into meeting u dat i arranged a frnd 2 giv ma test...i ran to station widin 1/2 an horu n d 3hr. journey of train was lyk 30 days....n den d sweetest moment was wen u n ur frnd were shopping in big bazar dere n u dint know i was behind u nur frnd was talkin abt me only... n u turned bak.....hayoo rabba ni maza aa gaya tha na be!! Trish im alwayz dere 4 u...i really feel proud wen u share ur problems wid me....n im ending wid thanking u 4 al d suggestions u gave me for ma [supposed to be real] lovelife!!

my frns my creators......

So thanks 2 dis blog dat im gettin dis chance 2 share abt sum f ma closest frns n d list goes on.....

Till klass 5 i was in DAV n dere i got-
1.BHASKAR- Everey time it was special 2 b wid him.....coz as far as i remember he was d only guy in 3rd standard to ask..."abe tujhe koon si ladki pasand hai??".....d best thing he wud convince al 2 speak d truth.....well aftr DAV v were out f contact tried many times but dint get him eva......now it was in klass 10th i was in SSG.... n i saw ma sweetheart bhakki,i was shockingly happy n again.."abe wo rashi yadav...." ..n i smiled..uff!!
I got him bak in DPS frm klass 11th,n now al d remainin skool days v used 2 sit 2gther on the first bench n al d girly stuff was alwaz on!! n u remember bhakki how v used a virtual french kiss formula to amaze gals in klass...hhehehe. Well bhakki i admire u n u knw it....4 ma luv life he alwayz threw lite to push me on d rite track n i feel nostalgic 4 d times v spent in SSG @ d last bench n me cryin while talkin abt HER. Ye banda kabhi tension me nahi rehtan his approach 2wards life is exceptional.............lots more 2 write but cant coz....hes not virgin!!

I came DPS in klass 6th n dere i got-
2. MRINAL- Hey its funny..d first time i talkd 2 dis guy jus coz i wanted him 2 b in our gang...n i was so lucky to do dat. Even after 7hrs in skool v used 2 b 2gther 4 even other 4-5 hrs...playin T.T. n den talkin hrs in front of AMBEDKAR BHAWAN...remember na...
Even our skool mates started sayin.."ye dono hamesha g*nd se g*nd sata k hi chalte hain"...n if its studies alwayz neck 2 neck! I thought he liked KESHIKA in skool n i was dere 2 jabardasti support him in makin blank calls which he eventually nvr did....hehe. V used 2 do everything 2gether n similar...even our cycle ya....hercules THRILLER, dat nite wen v bought it v were soo happy. I made ma 1st ever call 2 HER frm his home n den v started bunking SSG also...for 4 months n it was his b'day wen @last v were caught. But masti aayi thi ya.
Well it was most difficult 4 me 2 c-off him wen his dad was transferred coz by dat time i had no other work in shaktinagar,it was hardly any hour v were apart!
N2day i think our bond is much much more stronger,n sumtimes darling u speak out sum words lyk "watever happens 2 a being he/she truely deserves dat much only"..n recently..."every time has its own importance" believe it or not i lived a life after dose phrases!! Aur haan yaar wo yaad kar "skool gals" our 1st one wen ur parents went korba...yippiiii

Trust LOVE...else dont LOVE__

Love Scenario on 2006..me in class 12th--
Hitler was a man whom whole world discarded n hated like nethin...but d most b'ful thing was he had a lover 4 whom he was completely a different mann she loved him even wid more intensity wid which people hated him.....Dis izz trussshhht!!
dese were d lines flattered me n made me realise how wrong was....al d time checkin her out...alwayz got damped @ her public image..alwayz judging her wid audience poll..never tuk her as ma personal property,al d time terated her a public property. It was SHAMEFUL 4 me 2 realise dat later. I had already lost much of ma romantic times, n dese things kept me away n i never xpressed d real bigoo of ma heart to her!
Den i understud d importance f INDIVIDUALISM...she was choooooooo b'ful @ heart, n d most lovable person on earth n now she has becum d integral part f ma 'life' n 'death'[is dat again a wrong flow of ma emotions???].....
but still @ times d boat f ma trust sinks n make her a lot far 4m me.....hmm may b i love her d most so ma insecurity pays al time.....

kuch baatein unkahee..

Scenario during 2004-2005::
#LOVE IS ALL ABOUT MAINTAINING SILENCE#..dont u all agree wid dis??? Love is the most powerful energy box.....during ma initial days..25 hrs a day i kept thinking of ******,studies bcame a thing of least importance.... my persona was sinking coz love wa sproutin in dis DIL!!
nites were alwayz flooded with tears n emotions were unstopable,i was a very good student but i was loosing,still no signal frm d other side..this was even more pathetic....expectations were punching ma back...n i gave UP as i was already so DOWN, n finally i recovered this trauma.................lekin yaaron abhi ka scenario kuch aur hai.....so keep visiting to get ma love updates.....