JEE LO JEE BHAR K......

thats what i want my life to be......everything must go my way n the ones cannot r not on my way! I love doin sumthing different n big.....When i cleared 12th i wasnt getting ne gud kollg[was getting NITs but not a gud branch] n even not in a MOODS to take drop....but my dreams pushed me against my parent's wish n i took drop.....now im proud to be an NITian!!
So now am i going to be an Engineer....just a mechanical engineer feeding his stomach???....no not being another such...i have a dream...i have a plan....i have the fire in me...........BUT FOR WHAT?? What i want to be??? Lets check that out....
I was in FIITJEE dat time...studying hours n hours n den was getting into music for continuously 3-4 hours...not merely for relaxing...even i cudnt realise when but i had begun understanding the lyrics n the mind set of lyricists! A interest was sprouting in me...i wanted to give my feelings a language, a theme of music....i wanted others to see through my eyes,,my wonderful world!! Some months later,,one night i was studying Physics[H.C. Verma]...it suddenly sparked n i started off with the first one..."Ae mere khuda"...a song all those who heard simply loved it~~~~~

I WANT TO BE A LYRICIST,,but i just had the words i needed a language...SOURABH SUR did it...hes brilliant @it.....Hereof i'll surely mention ANKUR MILIND another superb composer i have got N RAHUL SHUKLA..jack of all trades....hehhee!!! Its a dream that will will n will come true coz not all dreams r meant to be just dreamed off.
All the four of us were X-FIITJEEians n hope future ll take us to our Destiny....."The PHEONIX GROUP"~~~~~~~~~

Who shud b d Ultimate LOVE of LIFE????

Today im posting in dis blog...what if i wudnt have made dis blog???

my posts r due to my blog.....

so which one shud b appreciated more...my posts or blog?????

The same way...im all due to ma parents ...MA "MOM"!!

Each n every part of ma body...frm the base of ma legs to d tip f ma hair, are her gifts n god's blessing!! Ma mom's tag line "beta jo maa baap ki baat nahi sunta wo hamesha gaddhe me hi girta hai"....n soon dis became ma tag line too!!

Lemme share sum lil incidents...."mom im goin to play"..."no beta...aaj mat jao".....N IT RAINED DAT DAY...I CUDNT PLAY
"mom 2day i'll hav dinner outside wid frnds"......"no beta,,itz rainy season food ll b unhygeinic"...N I SUFFERD FOOD POISIONING N 4 D 1ST I WAS ADMITTED TO HOSPITAL! Her tag lyn was proved......!!
Friends a single thread f cloth....a single bite f food in our mouth al r only n only coz f them!! If sum1 says no one has seen god.....i have the proof...MY PARENTS...they r my creators!!
Friends if u all believe in me n this blog den jus try once blindly following to whatever ur parents r saying....im 101% sure u'll b d happiest n most successful human being on earth!!

AUR EK BAHUUUUUUUT BAHUUUUT ZARURI BAAT YOUTH K LIYE- "KABHI BHI KISI LADKI YA LADKE K LIYE APNE PARENTS KO DHOKA MAT DENA"...PYAR ME ANDHE/ANDHI MAT HONA.....
SO FINALLY I THINK YOU ALL GOT THE ANSWER OF "Who shud b d Ultimate LOVE of LIFE????"......

Feelin d MELODY f ma NEW JOURNEY....

I look in the mirror
I look into my eyes
trapped behind the mascara
all i find are lies

As I watch my eyes get misty
as a single tear forms
I know you never loved me
the tear falls down my cheek

It was so very plain
yet I could not see
I was loving in vain
and now I feel so stupid

I cry
and I feel all this pain
and I wonder why
I let this slide too many times

i turn on the shower
the steam hides my tears
I feel I have no power
over how i feel

I wash my face
wash the tears away
I try to rinse away
the feeling of her skin on mine

I climb out
I turn off the water
I breath out
I stand there dripping

I look in the cloudy mirror
I look into my eyes
the pains still there
as well as all the lies

I climb into my bed
Feeling so dumb
thoughts of her fill my head
I feel so violated

I know i'll get over it
cause i feel a little better everyday
I know i'll get over it
Cause shes not worth it!!!!