So its whole so whole abt 2 gals who helped me find maself::
1.SUPRIYA- It was in klass 6th wen i joined DPS n she used to board frm ma bus-stop,v were in d same section....gradually started talkin n sharing things,our homes were also v.near n sumtimes v used to play TT 2gether, she found a gud bro in me n started tieying rakhi 2 me. Dat time i had v.short spikes shorta hair n she used to hav its touch al times. N ya once 1 was beaten up by his bro SUDHANSHU..n i cried later in home 4 dis...hehehehe!
But gods grace he has also becum a gud frnd of mine. Well in klass 10th her home got shift n her section 2, communication gap was built up...may b due to ma changed attitude dat time.....n worst was she got transfered frm shaktinagar n i dint know wen?!! N supriya im telling after dat on each rakshabandhan i used to miss u a lot, v had no contacts after dat...i alwayz felt guilty 4 ma attitude later.....n den a blast...i was in 12th klass,it was rakshabandhan day, i was missin u..even i tol ma mom dat dat"agar supriya hoti to wo bhi mujhe rakhi bandhati"....i was outta home n wen i came bak i heard"beta supriya ka call aya tha"....i was simply flattered n jus few sec later i was 'ma supriya calling'....i was soooo happy n it was amazin u still remembered ma tel.no.! Hats off 2 u.....it was all coz v were made 4 each other!
N u were so much mature till dat time ....u taught me sum new lessons of life n remember u alwayz said 'u r so confused' n used to lyk scold me wen i talked abt HER.
Only coz of u i bought "BHAGWAT GITA" n surely it helped me. U insisted me 1 day"shanky u need to b spiritual"....through ma blog i really want to thank u 4 dat....I LOVE U!!
2.TRISHLA[TRISH]- I was in fiitjee,dat time it was only 4 guys n a gal....v always wanted sum more gals 2 cum.....n den i had ur tragic entry...jus kiddin yar! Okiee initially v dint talk much,u were most times wid ANAMIKA but thanks to her dat she left fiitjee n in d interval time v started talkin....n became "frns"(i mean it n u knw it). I liked ur attitude n alwayz used to say 2 RAHUL"abe yaar wat a amazin gal she is...itne ladko me akeli ladki hone k baad bhi she is soo confortable n so r v".... n u knw u made me realise dat dis was a huge drawbak wid HER. I started comparing u n her n found a bigoo gap, u were so confident wid us it was lyk...its al a male party...hai na?!! Trish ur character is admirable....thanks 2 dis blog dat im able 2 put up ma heart to u.
Later v came closer.....n every moment was lyk living a life 2gether! Wen v were bidding farewell 2 u...i was really loosing ya! N lastly i cant stop maself 2 mention d moment wen u tol ki u r in DHANBAD...i had atest in ma kollg but but but i was so much into meeting u dat i arranged a frnd 2 giv ma test...i ran to station widin 1/2 an horu n d 3hr. journey of train was lyk 30 days....n den d sweetest moment was wen u n ur frnd were shopping in big bazar dere n u dint know i was behind u nur frnd was talkin abt me only... n u turned bak.....hayoo rabba ni maza aa gaya tha na be!! Trish im alwayz dere 4 u...i really feel proud wen u share ur problems wid me....n im ending wid thanking u 4 al d suggestions u gave me for ma [supposed to be real] lovelife!!
Ask any teenager or senior citizen, “What is love?” and their answers reflect a similar influence. Love involves feelings -- romanticized by music, literature, and media. We all yearn to recreate that intimacy based on what seems so ideal. Our deepest longings shape what defines love -- fervor (passionate), flawless (perfect), and fulfillment (joy).
Saturday, May 24, 2008
Thursday, May 22, 2008
my frns my creators......
So thanks 2 dis blog dat im gettin dis chance 2 share abt sum f ma closest frns n d list goes on.....
Till klass 5 i was in DAV n dere i got-
1.BHASKAR- Everey time it was special 2 b wid him.....coz as far as i remember he was d only guy in 3rd standard to ask..."abe tujhe koon si ladki pasand hai??".....d best thing he wud convince al 2 speak d truth.....well aftr DAV v were out f contact tried many times but dint get him eva......now it was in klass 10th i was in SSG.... n i saw ma sweetheart bhakki,i was shockingly happy n again.."abe wo rashi yadav...." ..n i smiled..uff!!
I got him bak in DPS frm klass 11th,n now al d remainin skool days v used 2 sit 2gther on the first bench n al d girly stuff was alwaz on!! n u remember bhakki how v used a virtual french kiss formula to amaze gals in klass...hhehehe. Well bhakki i admire u n u knw it....4 ma luv life he alwayz threw lite to push me on d rite track n i feel nostalgic 4 d times v spent in SSG @ d last bench n me cryin while talkin abt HER. Ye banda kabhi tension me nahi rehtan his approach 2wards life is exceptional.............lots more 2 write but cant coz....hes not virgin!!
I came DPS in klass 6th n dere i got-
2. MRINAL- Hey its funny..d first time i talkd 2 dis guy jus coz i wanted him 2 b in our gang...n i was so lucky to do dat. Even after 7hrs in skool v used 2 b 2gther 4 even other 4-5 hrs...playin T.T. n den talkin hrs in front of AMBEDKAR BHAWAN...remember na...
Even our skool mates started sayin.."ye dono hamesha g*nd se g*nd sata k hi chalte hain"...n if its studies alwayz neck 2 neck! I thought he liked KESHIKA in skool n i was dere 2 jabardasti support him in makin blank calls which he eventually nvr did....hehe. V used 2 do everything 2gether n similar...even our cycle ya....hercules THRILLER, dat nite wen v bought it v were soo happy. I made ma 1st ever call 2 HER frm his home n den v started bunking SSG also...for 4 months n it was his b'day wen @last v were caught. But masti aayi thi ya.
Well it was most difficult 4 me 2 c-off him wen his dad was transferred coz by dat time i had no other work in shaktinagar,it was hardly any hour v were apart!
N2day i think our bond is much much more stronger,n sumtimes darling u speak out sum words lyk "watever happens 2 a being he/she truely deserves dat much only"..n recently..."every time has its own importance" believe it or not i lived a life after dose phrases!! Aur haan yaar wo yaad kar "skool gals" our 1st one wen ur parents went korba...yippiiii
Till klass 5 i was in DAV n dere i got-
1.BHASKAR- Everey time it was special 2 b wid him.....coz as far as i remember he was d only guy in 3rd standard to ask..."abe tujhe koon si ladki pasand hai??".....d best thing he wud convince al 2 speak d truth.....well aftr DAV v were out f contact tried many times but dint get him eva......now it was in klass 10th i was in SSG.... n i saw ma sweetheart bhakki,i was shockingly happy n again.."abe wo rashi yadav...." ..n i smiled..uff!!
I got him bak in DPS frm klass 11th,n now al d remainin skool days v used 2 sit 2gther on the first bench n al d girly stuff was alwaz on!! n u remember bhakki how v used a virtual french kiss formula to amaze gals in klass...hhehehe. Well bhakki i admire u n u knw it....4 ma luv life he alwayz threw lite to push me on d rite track n i feel nostalgic 4 d times v spent in SSG @ d last bench n me cryin while talkin abt HER. Ye banda kabhi tension me nahi rehtan his approach 2wards life is exceptional.............lots more 2 write but cant coz....hes not virgin!!
I came DPS in klass 6th n dere i got-
2. MRINAL- Hey its funny..d first time i talkd 2 dis guy jus coz i wanted him 2 b in our gang...n i was so lucky to do dat. Even after 7hrs in skool v used 2 b 2gther 4 even other 4-5 hrs...playin T.T. n den talkin hrs in front of AMBEDKAR BHAWAN...remember na...
Even our skool mates started sayin.."ye dono hamesha g*nd se g*nd sata k hi chalte hain"...n if its studies alwayz neck 2 neck! I thought he liked KESHIKA in skool n i was dere 2 jabardasti support him in makin blank calls which he eventually nvr did....hehe. V used 2 do everything 2gether n similar...even our cycle ya....hercules THRILLER, dat nite wen v bought it v were soo happy. I made ma 1st ever call 2 HER frm his home n den v started bunking SSG also...for 4 months n it was his b'day wen @last v were caught. But masti aayi thi ya.
Well it was most difficult 4 me 2 c-off him wen his dad was transferred coz by dat time i had no other work in shaktinagar,it was hardly any hour v were apart!
N2day i think our bond is much much more stronger,n sumtimes darling u speak out sum words lyk "watever happens 2 a being he/she truely deserves dat much only"..n recently..."every time has its own importance" believe it or not i lived a life after dose phrases!! Aur haan yaar wo yaad kar "skool gals" our 1st one wen ur parents went korba...yippiiii
Monday, May 12, 2008
Trust LOVE...else dont LOVE__
Love Scenario on 2006..me in class 12th--
Hitler was a man whom whole world discarded n hated like nethin...but d most b'ful thing was he had a lover 4 whom he was completely a different mann she loved him even wid more intensity wid which people hated him.....Dis izz trussshhht!!
dese were d lines flattered me n made me realise how wrong was....al d time checkin her out...alwayz got damped @ her public image..alwayz judging her wid audience poll..never tuk her as ma personal property,al d time terated her a public property. It was SHAMEFUL 4 me 2 realise dat later. I had already lost much of ma romantic times, n dese things kept me away n i never xpressed d real bigoo of ma heart to her!
Den i understud d importance f INDIVIDUALISM...she was choooooooo b'ful @ heart, n d most lovable person on earth n now she has becum d integral part f ma 'life' n 'death'[is dat again a wrong flow of ma emotions???].....
but still @ times d boat f ma trust sinks n make her a lot far 4m me.....hmm may b i love her d most so ma insecurity pays al time.....
Hitler was a man whom whole world discarded n hated like nethin...but d most b'ful thing was he had a lover 4 whom he was completely a different mann she loved him even wid more intensity wid which people hated him.....Dis izz trussshhht!!
dese were d lines flattered me n made me realise how wrong was....al d time checkin her out...alwayz got damped @ her public image..alwayz judging her wid audience poll..never tuk her as ma personal property,al d time terated her a public property. It was SHAMEFUL 4 me 2 realise dat later. I had already lost much of ma romantic times, n dese things kept me away n i never xpressed d real bigoo of ma heart to her!
Den i understud d importance f INDIVIDUALISM...she was choooooooo b'ful @ heart, n d most lovable person on earth n now she has becum d integral part f ma 'life' n 'death'[is dat again a wrong flow of ma emotions???].....
but still @ times d boat f ma trust sinks n make her a lot far 4m me.....hmm may b i love her d most so ma insecurity pays al time.....
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